What is this feeling? What is hope and what is despair? Why do I feel empty? I feel something and nothing at the same time. What is this?! I stare into the abyss and the abyss stares back. Yet, I still feel emptiness. I despair more of the emptiness than the deep darkness of humanity. It feels like I have nothing to live for. Is this what they call enlightenment? You feel separate and, yet, one with the world. Enlightenment can't be this. There's something missing. A purpose? Is it something I choose for myself through trial and error? Why am I even afraid to take action? Why am I hesitant to do what needs to be done? Why am I afraid of pain non-existent? Why am I afraid of meaninglessness? Despite being in the presence of other people 24/7, I feel increasingly alone. My mind keeps wandering to the thought that my salvation might not be in this 3D world — that it resides somewhere else.
Τρισμέγιστος ◆ INTJ ◆ Gemini
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