on attraction

(5/12/24) i think greater self-acceptance has also made me see beauty in a richer way. i feel like deep okayness with the way that I look has detached me from being obsessed with the beauty of extremely beautiful people and also made it easier for me to see it everywhere in the people I care about. they just kind of glow

• does this mean that it’s harder for me to find people attractive? no but actually yes, I think. from an aesthetic point I think it’s still just as easy as before for me to find [anyone] beautiful. but on the other hand I notice more the people that I love have such a deep beauty to them, in the way that I want to keep looking at them forever and getting to see them in all the different times and places they go through. e and a to me is the prettiest girl in the world. no person looks as beautiful as s