I sometimes worry I will be stuck in these awkward habits, left hand right hand in the periphery. Half-smile, smile too big, laugh too hollow. Manual uncommandment. But I read this quote from a certain person online, and he said that people don’t really change as long as their environment stays the same. If I close my eyes I can almost smell the sea breeze, feel the loamy soil under my sneakers, turn my head and see the blueblueblue of the stretching ocean. Counselor appointments, transference of knowledge. The sun glimmers over the water like clipped cresents. I will be there.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391