I think of myself as a very cold person in real life so looking back on this feels strange. I didn’t even think about whether I was interested or not, or if it would be a waste of time. (My aunt is Christian and I was in a Christian private preschool before I moved closer to the Bay Area.) I just asked for details. I want to say it was robotic and automatic but I don’t even plan for myself routinely enough for it to be a habit.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391