It’s been over a year and a half since I’ve been this frustrated and self-loathing and I want to believe this is an accident, that this is an exception, that I’m normally better but I’m also so angry that I don’t want to sleep even though said sleep will keep me from fully losing my mind tomorrow. I’m trying to be optimistic and pragmatic but all I can think of these questions is, what a load of crap. What a bunch of busywork.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391