Mostly I’m irritated and sad at myself for not studying C++ earlier, a couple weeks ago or so. But I think the main difficulty is just trying to think like a programmer. Input output loops if else sequences. Functions. Data types. False is a valid value. Decomposing problems into chunks, into modules that actually do things. I don’t think about the precise actions behind brushing my teeth. And I’ve never been good at telling people to do things.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391