"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391

turkey egg avocado sandwich

Tried packing for the move but my heart wasn't into it. Just kept wondering and worrying how I'd eat after I move-in. I haven't really updated my cooking skills since 2023.

More YouTube car videos, brief interest in selling my EF 50/1.8 and 100/2.8 Macro to subsidize a RF 85mm f/2, which would pair with the RF 35/1.8 IS STM Macro

Ginger chicken stirfry. Forgot to make rice. Oops!

Spent an hour and a half since 10:09 enlisting the chatbots for help cleaning up my Chapter 1 and 2 outline

Wish I could just wake up tomorrow, plan what to do, and just do it. Planning for planning? Sounds absurd. But I'm willing to look stupid to myself if it makes me feel and think and act better. Sleeping before 12 should help too. Wishing, hoping, briefly dreaming. There goes that half of melatonin again.

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