May 16th 2025. Breakfast at Porter, the usual. Good discussion section today. Coffee at 1pm but still had a nap from 4 to 5. Dinner at Rachel Carson, mac and cheese and squash veggies and beef. Went down with Sasha to have some chai with Mani, talked a little with Cat, Daniel, and Joelle around 9. Final Destination 3 went on the big screen around 10:45. Micah filled me in on the details a bit before watching. Watched until the middle when the laptop (Mohammad's?) ran out of battery and looking around at how many people were watching and feeling slightly uncomfortable and I wanted to dip. Said bye and thanks to Mani, grabbed my items, and left. I felt a little bad about not saying good night to the group as a whole -- well, mostly Micah, but this is more visual bias at this point -- but if there's any certainty for this last half of the quarter, it's that I would be fine knowing this would be the last time I ever saw them. I'm done angsting. I can hold a one on one conversation just fine -- I chatted with Hannah and Kevin today. I forgive myself for my quietness.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391