Meh day today. Had a turkey mayo lettuce cheese sandwich for breakfast. Work from 4 to 8. Got a little critique from NotebookLM about Side B so I'm trying to revise Orange's strategy/behavior/dialogue in the aftermath of the strangling thing. What's a little choking between enemies? It's actually still hard to write. Mostly because I keep daydreaming of anything but hurt and miscommunication... in the shower this morning I played through a little argument in the future about not coming out to my parents and family even though by then I was practically independent -- 27, 28, and with a little adopted kid. I wouldn't be able to hide my affection for the kid or the boyfriend as just babysitting duties. "I just don't want to shake the boat". Seems I've been thinking with my heart instead of my brain since finals week. The cold doesn't help either.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391