July 20th 2024. Woke up late today, 9:30, felt really ticked off since I really wanted to continue chopping down my OneTab today. Got ready as fast as I could. Had a turkey lettuce cream cheese bagel again. Coffee at 11:30. Thawed out the milk tea from yesterday but at the final moment when I was reaching to move it further from the edge of the sink, it tipped over and most of it spilled out. Since I was about to do dishes anyway I just said fuck it, cleaned up and trashed whatever I could, and washed the dishes instead. Had a haircut at 2. Made some iced green tea but didn't add much lemon so the stevia tasted a little sickly halfway in. I did get to my OneTab and BrainTool but there's so much. I chipped at my consumer technology, Android, and coffee tabs, but even writing telegraphic notes for all these tabs will be wild. Thinking of going for a project-first thing, researching and using programs, and then consulting my OT/BT first before going to Google or any chatbots for further research. Altogether a meh day, not my day today. Oh, but I did talk to Dave, so that's a silver lining.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391