Something of a mental march this day. Woke up early around 8:30 but lamped in bed for another 30 minutes. Skipped breakfast, made some iced coffee, headed to Smart and Final to grab some heavy whipping cream before going to work. 11:45 to 8:15. Totally overcast most of the day so the work wasn't too intense but because I skipped breakfast, and later lunch, I felt very very tired and even a bit achy from 2:30 to 5:30. I don't know why I just didn't get Subway during the quiet hour around 1:15. Was I making a personal statement? Did I think I could somehow lose weight by starving myself? In any event all the customers were fine, no mishaps or confusion. Went home around 8:15 and had some sour herbed soup and some spiced pork dip with some veggies (all with rice, our household almost always makes rice nightly). Tried unwinding the rest of the night, and I did send off the email to Prof. Teng about auditing the PHTG 1 Wednesday course and dropping PHTG 54, but my mood really soured on Twitter. I don't know what I was mad about now, and I don't think I knew even then. If I had to guess it was a mix of envy and loneliness. I've deleted it now.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391