I am on the computer now and I wrote that last message on the computer which I feel I should mention because normally I write these on my phone.
I will try to be as direct as possible, and that will be my gift until this terrible mess finally passes: Making up homework, doing current homework, developing a plan for finals, and working has stressed me to the point it is impairing my cognition and emotion. I am familiar with stress. I am less familiar -- or I conveniently forget -- stress makes me feel like I am dying.