Woke up decently early today, finished around 9:30 or so. Had a turkey avocado mayo sandwich for breakfast. Took a few photos of my mom and the kitchen, lounged around my computer, made some coffee. Had work from 2 to 8. Got home around 8:15 a little sour from an impolite third-to-last customer but no matter. Mom and uncle prepared some cow up the hill -- meat and veggie countertop barbecue. Pik was over and needed some clarification on an assignment, and we all ate around 8:45 or 9. I took a few more photos because of course I did. Very very delicious. Spent the last hours of today wrestling with a terrific feeling of yearning. Something on the wavelength of Ladon and Orange, Autobiography of Red, and even Divergent (which I read a bit last night trying to find a specific scene). Maybe coming-of-age. Beginning to see the web of systems around me.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391