There was this part in the Navidson Record I was really moved by. Well, a lot of it is moving and interesting. Zampano truly has an academic's bite around a storyteller heart. But it's just before Exploration #5, when Johnny comments on Navidson's letter to his longtime partner Karen Green -- "the greatest love letters are always encoded for the one and not the many". I suppose that's why I kept up my mindscapes and dramatizations for so long in high school. Bits of metaphor and natural scenery, my voice like the wind in the branches, or a bluebird chirping from the trunk, carrying over the ocean. It was Richard then, and it was J later, and if they weren't there then I simply imagined them to be.
"[Growing up] is hard and nobody understands." // https://www.homestuck.com/story/2391