Daily log:
Struggling a lot with extremely low sense of self-worth. There’s a voice in my head saying I’m an absolute piece of shit. I feel incredibly incompetent right now at anything. Earlier me would have taken a course or something which would have helped cull this feeling for a bit but I don’t think that’s the solution.
Scrolling twitter too much these days due to anxiety. Don’t want to exist right now. Wish humanity had developed a cheap solution to do that cause I think there’s a dire need for this thing (to not exist temporarily). What do I do?
Focusing on one thing would help probably. Would try to write a blog on how langchain works for myself, cause I’m pretty confused by abstractions provided by that library. Not because it’s a bad library, but because I’m dumb lol.