A little female dog died today. Bitch walked right into an oncoming bike. Crying and sobbing writing this. I miss her. The way she put her two little paws on me whenever I opened a packet of Parle-G, those cute little barks of excitement. Strangely these moments fill me with gratefulness for life. How everyone I love is safe at this very moment, despite all the things that could go wrong. Moments like these come up once in a while, but they are still rare.
Also at these moments I just can’t feel but notice how truly lonely a human is. We may spend time doing things to divert our attention, maybe we can talk to a friend, but really it’s only us and our inner voice. Trying to overcome these deep pangs of sadness by distracting myself but I know I would have to go through this.