The Writing Smith

My daily mess

Reading my clg syllabus one last time..! A lot of ups and downs but it was a fun ride. ✨

And whom should I blame, when I opened this door, this windy door. These ties which goes no where. This path with no dawn.

And indeed life is a story, There are chapters we read loud and there are chapters we skip. Some we want to live forever and some we wish to never appear. But this is a book full of pages and everyone has a turn. Some we read with fastened pace and some we slow to live the wave.

Museum of failures or gallery of trying? Choice is yours ❤️

The day when I walked by alone. Everything was equally beautiful and full of life. But I found life a little less, The colours were less vibrant. The shade was less dense, The fruits weren't that sweet, I find things a little less but after your arrival the less seems faded I couldn't remember the less I have. But I remember the "you" I have

I wonder whom I wrote for. Do all the poems really belong to you? The one who met near the stairs The one who walks unaware Is it really you ? Then where you have been for soo many years.

Mornings couldn't be any better A little sunshine and a lot of me time ❤️

Sky seems pink, it is blushing🫣? Oh i went for a walk today 💕.

Do I fear these sleepless nights, The one who is sleeping has no idea how long this dark exists.

The desire to be loved is the last illusion, Give it up and you will be free.

May u stay safe, may ur worries vanish, may u live longgg, may u stay near ✨

Lying with all my half done mess Cannot feel sleep any near

Perfection is not humanly quality And attempting to achieve one only leads to loss of its true essence

When you love the work you love the vibe. And designing can never be boring 😬

Is there any other word that exists, am I mistaken? Cuz surely, I do not belong here. 😅

I was always ashamed to take, So I gave. It wasn't a virtue, it was a disguise.

Baad mein? Baad mein khud leli🫂✨ So eid ends here❤️❤️

And with this last Laylatul Qadr, the night of the Decree ended. May allah bless us all❤️

In all these beautiful nights, I've just cursed and cried.

And a soul like me should not survive — it asks too much just to exist.

Something is definitely dead within, and there is no way back

I kept turning the pages, I read it a hundred times, But couldn't find my name. Maybe the book wasn't mine, I wish to find a place called home.

Do not ask from those, who are not sufficient enough to give

Nothing you receive for free,

comes without someone else losing it.

So much of life has gone, pouring myself to dead .

Wish if I could shed it all and lie where peace lies .

Life is not guaranteed at all but death is guaranteed upon all, yet we prepare for life.

Death with blood shed would probably be easier, than a woundless life.

A near death experience is loving someone who doesn't notice you're alive.

Against all the Symmetry, all the logic, all the Odds, we hope!

Talash mein teri, Najane kis sehra mein ha, Na jaan gayi jhulas kr meri, Na hasil tera carva hoa.

There's a difference between promises and proofs, builders don't talk about Mansions!

First day with glasses, honestly not very comfortable 🙂 🕶️

If it makes you do dumb, maybe you are with the right man 😅

If words are visible through the skin, will things still be beautiful?

Do I have to write everyday, everything? 🙄

And does that make sense?

Packed my first scrunchies order🥹💕

Wish me luck 😬❤️

All those who fall for the flower not the roots, Vanishes when the autumn comes.

And i have a very strong feeling
for,
whatever I touch dies for sure

essence, it goes away
just to remind me
nothing belongs to you
and nothing will last
except your omens that dragged you here

Art of forgiving is not peace over pride, or grace. It's a curse that women carry for the rest of their life.

Love has to be dumb. Two smart people never fall in love.

Everything comes with a cost.
but if it costs your peace.
dear,
it's too expensive!!

Sometimes we all need someone who is fluent in silence..!

And I have know this from the beginning I have found you to lose you.

In the world full of gems,
I would still treasure you! 🥀

When a man is cured, the first thing he throws away is his stick, that stays with him his whole life.

And no human is built differently.

When the rain is over, all the umbrellas become heavy 🫠

You like beauties? Beautiful flowers are picked and left to die.

Come back,
Maybe as a wind,
Maybe as a breeze,
Maybe as a shadow or a twilight.

What are you afraid of losing when nothing belongs to you ?

Sadly, the dead receive more roses than living ones. 🌹

We romanticize what we never had, and write for that, which never looked back.

People are never home, and never will be. They are rivers always flowing and chasing something. They will take away everything you put in.

Injuries which are seen can be cured, but what about the rest?

You must learn to see people as they are, not how you wish them to be

Do not fear machines taking over. Fear forgetting how to think without them.

It’s been a while I felt productive, missing my git push days🥺

wish I were a cat. No git pushes, just push things off tables.😬🌝

And you think you are priority, Yeah maybe, but not all the time,
Times changes, so does the priorities.
The only constant thing is,
it changes.

This to-dos looks never ending 🥲 Hope to get it done!!

In your eyes when I looked,
I didn’t see my reflection.
Why do I exist here, then?
I don’t belong here.
I don’t dwell here.
I felt like a stranger
a traveler with no destined place.
What is home?
Is it the walls I live within,
or the place where my heart screams quietly?
Will I ever discover it?
Or is life just
a constant traveling?

Weather seems good and with my tea it feels complete ✨♥️

How strange is that, when I kept writing the whole book and you turning the pages unread.

Stop being first, and see how many dead plants you have been watering..!

And you wanted fairies to exist, yet you built nothing but hell around.

Expectation has no direction, it gives nothing but pain.

Mental health takes everything from you, before it takes you from your life

Even this life doesn't seem to be enough with you, so I asked for this world and Paradise♥️

Humans existence lies not just staying alive, but also to find the purpose to live for.

And who do not dare to bear the thorns, should never crave for a Rose.!

A liar will tell you a thousand lies so, somewhere you will believe one

You promised forever,
but couldn't stand a bubble’s shine.
So I drank to drown this life away,
but just as you, this poison lied.
It spared me,
just to kill me a thousand times.

The curtains are fallen off,
The theaters are empty,
so why do you keep acting ?

Here i lived for years, and here i will vanished forever.

Poetry happens to the poet, long before they write it.

Even before the ink spells it, it has already carried within heart that utters nothing.

Don't be afraid to start over again, maybe you like your new story better.

No matter whatever you choose, whatever you do, there will always be someone or something better out there!

I still remember when I met you,
Near the staircase, just me and you.
I never believed in love at first sight,
But meeting you changed my whole sight.

Now when i ask back day, i wonder if it was you or it wasn't me? Did I misread the silence between the words. or again i am just another dicey soul with no distended place.

i again wish for forever, but yeah its a lie between a "hi" and a "goodbye".

Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.

will be posting my poems soon 👀🫶

Another Day Gone feeling already tired but still miles to walk.

Now when I look back, I wonder are you the one I wrote about, or just another beautiful delusion, happened to end in flames? But now when I see you by my side I feel contented I wonder what it means to be truly happy, or happiness lies in the moment, I don’t know if I’m enough? to even understand what I feel.  What does it feel to be complete? and a perfect story really even exist?   Maybe what I heard in stories, was just some lullabies for dreamers... Or maybe👀  dreams can really come true.

Another day has gone... Feeling stressed and a little lost about what to do next. I want to try something creative and innovative. Have a pile of things to do but I'm stuck in a mess of unfinished thoughts.

Started building my portfolio and will be refining it soon, stay tuned hehe !! - glow is on the way

The bond has grown deeper now,
So maybe I became selfish in love—
So i wished to live a little less,
for I couldn’t bear to see you passing away,
just to escape the pain.

Sometimes all you need is a little bloom to feel whole, so simple, yet soo soothing and changes the mood just couldn’t stop admiring them.

I wish to tell you all but my boundaries bound me. And you know there is always empty space that stays within, I couldn't find the cure and so do you. Is it you or me I don't know but it suffocates to stay and couldn't say.

No matter your actions you are still gonna die,

So don't be afraid of trying it out ..! Maybe you bump into a thing that works best for you . 😁✨

We promise forever, but we live in bubble life. Ironically, nothing lasts forever. 'Forever' is just a beautiful lie.

Is it really important to spell it all, or sometimes silence is enough🤔🤔

Just woke up out of distress 🥲, feeling little off rn

If peak hypocrisy lies somewhere - it would be my college

I’ll just write a descriptive, clean commit. Also me: git commit -m "final_final1_final2_final3 _really_final_this_time" 😬

All those algorithms in cryptography which are vulnerable and not been used anymore, 🥲 then why are we studying it right now😭😭

A cup of tea and a window side with yah! my laptop ofcourse 🪄🖥️ Anything better ?

It's raining 🌧️, weather seems good. Hehe Back to code 🖥️

There is a fine line between a well-structured layout and a Chaos one, and Apparently that is rogue margin-left😩

Guess what's breaking me? It's CSS just one margin and everything falls 😭 #mignight#grind

A quite hectic day, made three web pages working for my first internship and semester is on head😶‍🌫️